come on la!!!

i'm a BIG hypocrite
i realized it 2day man. it sacres me.
how long should i be a hypocrite, thinking bout doing good things
2 those i care n not to hurt their feelins but i'm da one who's suffering.
do they think like dat 2 when it comes 2 my turn to
get their sympathy or attention. A A A .
i dun think so.it's bleeding badly and it's getting worse and worse.
it's not easy to change, i'm still a hypocrite and i might stay being a hypocrite
4 ma whole life.
for da sake of not to hurt people's feelings.

bloody hell
shallowyellowfellow

it's not gonna be da same anymo

hey, life sucks.
i dunno how 2 describe it but at da moment i'm typing this it really sucks.
i'm hurt n no one noes.but 2day i was stucked in da lift.it was in da hospital.
da doc was so glaba n he even said 'SHIT,shit' in it.stupid doc.
it's been quite long since i last wrote a post here.maybe i lost it again.
things r goin up n down.mostly down.back home,i dun even contact
my frens here coz i kinda not in da mood 2 meet wif people nowadays,
even parents asked me bout ma frens.
sorry dudes, i'm not being arrogant or selfish but things r not like it
used to be b4.

ta
shallowyellowfellow